Monday 15 October 2012

Forever never lasts.

 She walked inside the class and the teacher asked if there was any empty seat, I put my hands up as fast as the speed of light, she walked towards me and we were inseparable since then. We had everything in pairs, whatever you see in my house you could find the same in hers! From tops, nail polishes to books, jewellery even perfumes! We dressed the same, people thought we were twins, and no we don't look alike it would be crazy then we just wore same stuffs, people assumed we were from distant look.
Graduating from classes to classes, we were always together. We both love dance and were pretty famous back when we were kids, we used to perform in every function, parties. You name it and we have done it long back. She used to fight for me and I used to bash up people who hurt her. So many people have tried to break our friendship, jealous people in the world just could't see happy people around them. One fine day, we were not talking which went on for months. I didn't know what was going on and neither did she. Months later, we found out it was what people had wanted to separate us and we both fell into the trap. Something we swore we won't but we did. This world always tries to trap you in one way or the another, its a hard task to not fall into the trap. 'Cause sometimes trap can be so delicious and so tempting you just can't let it go. The incidence taught us a lesson, from then on our bond was stronger. Our friendship didn't end with us , it extended to our families being close. Our mothers became best of friends, now no matter what happens with us we are always connected. This is the strength of friendship, anything in the world can break but not this. Its stronger than the bond of family, much stronger.
Soon I had to leave the place I grew up in, I was devastated. We promised we'll call each other every once a month, send e-mails everyday. Facebook was not there then. When I did shift, all the promises lasted for 3 months. After that everything stopped, we didn't keep in touch, we were completely unaware of the happenings with each other.
4 years later, I came back to my native. The first person I wanted to meet was HER. When we met and talked, I realized that we have completely changed, our taste, our choices, outlook towards life, we were poles apart. I tried to reconcile things, keep away the awkward silence between us and I know she tried it too but the time we were apart made our distances more further away. Opposites attract right? In contrast, we were nowhere close to each other. I couldn't say anything which came in my mind, I didn't know how she would react. Best Friends weren't suppose to do that right? But as the time flew by, we made our own decisions, made new friends, made new best friends.
Then we realized individually that its better to move on with our life, we are still friends but we don't talk anymore. Our friendship deteriorated with time. Now, we are just there but not BFFs anymore.
How I wish forever would last forever. But in reality, it doesn't. Nothing does. Once its gone wrong its gone.
We were best friends since 2nd grade but now I hardly know her and she hardly recognizes me. It hurts a lot but this is how things go.

1 comment:

  1. Oye! Im not gonna let this happen to me and you! :'(

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