What is the difference between infatuation and love?
How well do you differentiate it? How can you make sure that which feelings come under which category?
How long will this last? What are the possibilities and what are the consequences?
All this things crop up my mind whenever I try to concentrate on something else. How do I brush them away?
Its been a year since a dreadful past relationship. Yes, "Dreadful" is how I should name it. And since then I have been trying to move on and then I come across a person whom I always wanted to bump into but never sure of where it would take me. My first crush. When I was in 8th grade I had this huge crush on this senior of mine. I was in a state where your heart beats a skip, your knees get weak and getting goosebumps whenever you hear his voice types. He was an amazing person, I didnt know him but thats what i felt. His cool and calm attitude, a very good vibe. I left the place, shifted to a different country. After 4 years, he shows up on Facebook around my 16th birthday and says things which if he had said earlier I would have turned into liquid state.
He remembers the date when i blurted out my feelings for him. And he told me he wants to talk about lot of things but will only do when we meet. Amazing part is that he never dated anyone. :O How's that possible? Is it cause of me? Or is it cause he didnt get anyone. -.- Is he actually serious? Or, is he just impressing me with all this talks? I never got a chance to know him. So I don't know what is he up to. As it is nowadays guys think its 21st century and its cool for you to be advanced and if you are not, you ain't that cool. I would say that applies to girls too!
What should I call this little piece of story? Is it infatuation or is it something called love? And mind you there are different knids of love: Puppy love, high school love, immortal love, till-death-do-us-part love, understanding love and many more.
I think about it everytime. I always wanted to talk to him and now that we can talk I am finding reasons to avoid him. I will be going back in 2 months and I will ahve to meet him cause then it'll be rude. I know its not him that I will have to think that I wanna spend my entire life with him. I think its more of like I left unexpectedly and now I got some serious job to finish. 'Cause until and unless you close one door other door does not open. And my life I have got a lot of unclosed doors and lot of un-finsihed business and maybe sometime I shall set out to a journey of finishing all of them. So till then I guess i shall just have to wait. Wait for what happens next.
This reminds me that " All good things comes to those who wait. "
-to be continued.
How well do you differentiate it? How can you make sure that which feelings come under which category?
How long will this last? What are the possibilities and what are the consequences?
All this things crop up my mind whenever I try to concentrate on something else. How do I brush them away?
Its been a year since a dreadful past relationship. Yes, "Dreadful" is how I should name it. And since then I have been trying to move on and then I come across a person whom I always wanted to bump into but never sure of where it would take me. My first crush. When I was in 8th grade I had this huge crush on this senior of mine. I was in a state where your heart beats a skip, your knees get weak and getting goosebumps whenever you hear his voice types. He was an amazing person, I didnt know him but thats what i felt. His cool and calm attitude, a very good vibe. I left the place, shifted to a different country. After 4 years, he shows up on Facebook around my 16th birthday and says things which if he had said earlier I would have turned into liquid state.
He remembers the date when i blurted out my feelings for him. And he told me he wants to talk about lot of things but will only do when we meet. Amazing part is that he never dated anyone. :O How's that possible? Is it cause of me? Or is it cause he didnt get anyone. -.- Is he actually serious? Or, is he just impressing me with all this talks? I never got a chance to know him. So I don't know what is he up to. As it is nowadays guys think its 21st century and its cool for you to be advanced and if you are not, you ain't that cool. I would say that applies to girls too!
What should I call this little piece of story? Is it infatuation or is it something called love? And mind you there are different knids of love: Puppy love, high school love, immortal love, till-death-do-us-part love, understanding love and many more.
I think about it everytime. I always wanted to talk to him and now that we can talk I am finding reasons to avoid him. I will be going back in 2 months and I will ahve to meet him cause then it'll be rude. I know its not him that I will have to think that I wanna spend my entire life with him. I think its more of like I left unexpectedly and now I got some serious job to finish. 'Cause until and unless you close one door other door does not open. And my life I have got a lot of unclosed doors and lot of un-finsihed business and maybe sometime I shall set out to a journey of finishing all of them. So till then I guess i shall just have to wait. Wait for what happens next.
This reminds me that " All good things comes to those who wait. "
-to be continued.
